I once thought about deciding about something that would change for the better but I've got a hard time for that. Its been a long time that I've been waiting for this. But when I continued I failed. Oh how sad. Maybe some of you do not understand me. But if you were in my position you would know.. =(. Thats why I still want to recover from it cause this feeling that I feel inside is very serious. Some say "Time heals".. So if you ever would go for something think and think and think know its consequences and Its advantages.. So that by the end you would never fail like me. =(.. thats all folks don't worry I am fine just want to post this feeling I feel inside. :))